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Wow. It has actually been a little over a year since my last entry. I don't think anybody uses Xanga anymore. Well, none of my friends do at least. Oh well.

So..let's see...

My aunt is very, very pregnant and has gone into labor TWICE, but both times her doctor has stopped it cause he says the baby isn't ready to come out yet. Even though he's not fully developed, he's definitely tryin to get outta there haha. I'm so excited! I can't wait until it's finally time!

Also, we are about to get a new puppy! We're either getting a malti-poo or a boston terrier. We're gonna get a little girl puppy so Mom and I can put bows in her hair <3. Oh my gah I can't wait.

Other than that, nothing has drastically changed I don't think. I'm workin at the bank all summer and then goin back to Northwest in the fall. Not ready for classes, but definitely ready to live on campus again! Hopefully I'll have a better experience this year than I did last year. Ugh. I'm not gonna go into all that though.

Well, I'm bout to go to bed. Gotta get up early for church in the mornin. Night!

ugh.

know what? havin a job sucks. i've liked it so far and couldn't understand why people hated working so much. the reason has occurred to me-you can't have a life!! okay, tomorrow night, emerson drive is gonna be in memphis and i had planned on going with some friends. well, my friends are leaving early to get good seats cause they have v.i.p. passes, so i'm not gonna be able to go. cause i gotta work. and there was even a chance that i could've gone anyway, but my dad decided that he was gonna use MY car tomorrow. of all days. so i won't be able to do anything at all cause i won't have a vehicle. i can only imagine how happy i'll be at work tomorrow. i took all those summers for granted when i could just go out whenever i wanted. now that it's time to be grown up, there's no time to do anything fun. i'm sorry that i'm whining, but i'm really mad right now. i was really looking forward to that concert. nothing is stopping me from goin to the jason aldean and dierks bentley concerts though. NOTHING. i will walk if i have to.

other than all that mess, today was pretty good lol. i finally got every single one of my thank-you notes out. yessss. gettin lots of stuff for graduation was awesome, but writing all those thank-you notes was rough. i'm not gonna complain too much because so many people got me the nicest things, so they all deserved a thank-you note.

i'm soo tired. i fell asleep on the couch earlier, but SHAY called and woke me up..ugh lol. but i think i'm about to go to bed for good this time, so goodnight!

oh yeah..did i mention that I'M SO MAD THAT I'M GONNA MISS THE EMERSON DRIVE CONCERT TOMORROW NIGHT...

here's to you

even though you'll never read this, there are a few things i wanna say..

here's to the first night we met and all your stupid jokes.
here's to riding around in your lap cause there wasn't enough room in the front of gerry's truck.
here's to walking around in wal-mart forever talking about what happened between you and your ex-fiance.
here's to that time at sonic when you shared your junior banana split with me.
here's to our first phone conversation that lasted for 3 hours.
here's to you going with me to the hospital to see my grandmother when she was really sick.
here's to the hot babes at showgirls.
here's to our bitter-sweet road trip to arkansas.
here's to all the funny stories you told me about you and your family.
here's to me gettin car sick and you standing beside me on the side of the road for thirty minutes askin me if i was gonna be okay.
here's to all the times i cried for you because it hurt me that you were hurting over your ex-fiance.
here's to the countless times i told you that everything was going to be okay and that everything happens for a reason.
here's to running all over town just to see you for a few minutes because your route ran through holly springs.
here's to the shower in shay's bathroom.
here's to the shrimp and chicken alfredo that you tried to cook for us, but shay ended up burning it and himself.
here's to the good time we had while you tried to cook, but just kept getting distracted.
here's to making up after you made that "bet" with shay and his roommate.
here's to all the sweet text messages you sent me telling me that you'd never met a girl like me and that i was amazing.
here's to your kisses that always made everything seem right.
here's to the night that started out really bad, but ended really good.
here's to all the nights you got drunk and i had to deal with whatever came out of your mouth. even those three words. 
here's to the night when i realized that something wasn't right.
here's to the conversation we had about "us" that didn't end so good.
here's to you becoming a man whore to avoid your problems because a good girl like me wasn't good enough anymore.
here's to you saying that we'd still be good friends cause i'd never done anything to make you mad and that i was one of the sweetest people you'd ever known.
here's to you changing your mind about staying friends and ignoring my phone calls.
here's to your new "girlfriend."
here's to all the wasted time i spent trying to save you.
here's to your ability to crush my heart and not look back.
here's to the way i check my phone every 5 seconds just to see if you have called or sent a message, but you never do. and it hurts just as bad every single time i look.
here's to missing the way you used to sing to me.
here's to just missing your voice.
here's to the way that just thinking of you can make me cry.
here's to the thoughts and questions about you that constantly run through my head.
here's to not wanting to care about anyone else because of you.
here's to the hurt that i feel at the mention of your name or something that reminds me of you.
but most of all, here's to you.

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New post! YES!

I figured it was about time for another post..

    First and most important, my grandmother is havin bypass surgery today between 4 and 5. PLEASE keep her in your prayers. Me and my mom are goin to the hospital around 1 and we're gonna spend the night. I've never spent the night in a hospital before..gonna be kinda weird. Chris is gonna try to come up there tonight..hopefully he'll be able to. Him being there would make things ten times easier to handle. He's so great <3

    On a much lighter note..I'm gonna talk about prom. Oh my, it was so much fun! Danced a whole whole lot. Taylor was such a good date..like really haha. And oh boy, the after party was freakin awesome. It was probably as good as the actual prom. And that never happens. Well, with us it doesn't..haha.

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      There's alot more that I could say about the after party, but I don't wanna incriminate anyone haha.

      Okay..this senior business is startin to make me sad. I know I was ranting on how I can't wait to get out, and I still can't wait, but I will admit that I'm starting to get sad. There are a few people in my class that I love dearly and the thought of not seeing them everyday makes me wanna cry nonstop. I've been gettin all these senior party invitations in the mail and instead of gettin excited about them, it just makes me sad. Gah I hate it. Next week is my last week of being a student at Marshall Academy. That blows my mind. I have gone to school there since I was 5 years old. (There was that year and half at New Albany my freshman and sophomore year, but I've pretty much been at Marshall my whole life.) It's gonna be hard to leave it. It's somethin we gotta do though.

      Well, I thought I'd post a new entry while I was waiting on my mom to get off work for us to go the hospital. I gotta go though and pack some stuff for tonight. Hope everybody's havin a good week! HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY JESSICA! I LOVE YOU! =)

Love,
Mo

They say that time will make all this go away, but it's time that's taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays.